Has been MIA-ing for very long now. A lot of things encountered, happiness and sorrow, smooth and the rough. I’ve read quite a few books that has significantly changed my life. I have been foolishly rush my gf to change for me to the way I want. This shouldn’t be the case. I’ve learnt that we must love the person for who they are and be loved for who we are. I kept telling her how I felt about her bad habits and stuff. She felt unappreciated for what she had done for me and I realised my mistake. She did a lot for me which I didn’t know of. Every couple does. I should have just appreciate what I have and concentrate to cherish it. I’ve also learnt that her Love Language are Words of affirmation. And just few days back, I stab her with her most critical weapon, harsh and devastating words. I don’t know what I’m thinking then. Everything start to be in a mess since then. I’ve missed her sister’s ROM and I miss her so much. Now I understand by the saying “You will never cherish until it’s gone”. I had few bad days, bad feeling and bad emotions. She said she need a time out, she’s granted. Though she didn’t say how long, I would just hope that we could be back together before her birthday. I wanted to celebrate her 18th birthday with her. Is one of the most important birthdays of all, sweet 18. I’ve been thinking of what to get her for her birthday. She’ll be away from singapore on the day itself and we planned to celebrate it on the 3rd March. After all these things happening, I don’t know if I still have that privilege. She’s celebrating her birthday with her friends on the 28th of Feb. Guess I’m gonna miss that too. Well, what could I do? What’s done is done, I can’t change the past. The only thing I could change is the future. Think before saying and doing. Whatever is said and done can’t be reversed and I might hurt people around me.
My paper today (ITLG) wasn’t that great nor bad either. But I had a great day today. After exam came back home to read my book “Men are from Mars, Women are from venus Forever” It teaches us how to handle relationship problems. These few days I’ve been into books that help relationship a great experience. The one that i would recommend is the “5 Love Languages by Dr Chapman”. Is really a very awesome book that connects everything I’ve learn for the past few years. Everyone should grab a piece of that book and have a read if you want to have great relationship. Those who already enjoying, you might find it useful and make it a better one.
Tomorrow was my SOM paper (2nd last) and after tomorrow, at least I can slack and concentrate on martial arts, magic and drums. I’ve missed a lot of these during the past few months. I’ve decided to continue what I do everyday and relationship was just an enhancer to add colours to my life. It should affect my daily routine. I should focus on discipline. Discipline is the only way one could accomplish something. “Pain is temporary, quitting is permanent” is the quote Mhd Ali said during his road to championship.
I finally got a change to play golf again after a long break for not touching the clubs and hitting the ball.
My 1st 50 shots were bad, I totally forgot how to play it already!
After a few tips from Wilson, shots were improving…
What made me come home happy was my last 10 shots. They were perfect! (well, at least to me it is..)
Looking forward to playing it again. Forgot to take some pictures though..
11am – chee chong fun
1.30pm – dim sum (lots and lots)
7pm – nuggets + fries
10pm – popcorn
10.30am – porridge
2pm – rice + vege + fish
6pm – chips
3am – chicken fried rice + nuggets
12pm – rice +fish + egg + vege
4pm – 2 banana
8pm – Vege + tofu
11am – rice + egg + fish + tofu
2.30pm – Bread with tuna
6pm – salmon sushi + salmon bamboo rice
9pm – vege
10am – subway chicken breast
2pm – rice, chicken, fish, egg, tofu
8pm – 3 dallas chicken
10pm – vege + egg + potato
11am – rice, egg, tofu, fish, chicken
5pm – biscuits
9pm – vegetables
12pm – chicken + fried tofu
3pm – egg, chicken, vege
6pm – biscuits
10pm – meat ball soup
11pm – egg prata
